Today

I just love today..
I did my best
I satisfied with the result
I enjoyed today, playing, joking around with ching len
But I didn't watched liong, argh, I wanna see it direct
I'm thinking about this kind of thing, I wanna try..
pengen coba pake poni.
But, later..
I just cut my hair,  it still short..
a little bit felt random feeling..
I was hoping for your presence, but u didn't there
I'm afraid, also scared
I just didn't feel ok
I wanna let u go
because I know, now or later I have to do it, letting go.
but I still care
I wanna just let it flow
but I know, It doesn't work
I just don't know..
my true feeling
Am I really want you?
Am I enough?
I don't know
I don't feel ok....