2012

ga kerasa 2012 udah mau abiisss 

hwooaaaa

A lot of things happen in 2012

The happiest, the saddest, the most disappointment, the craziest moment  happen

well, I know a lot of things 

Some of them is bad, but that's the truth

That nothing as good as its seen

I feel like a stupid girl when I know how many things they hide, backstabber? yeah, something like that

but at least, I know the truth

The sweetest lie is the worst, the ugly truth is the best

Ok, let's get started! 

- January : hmm.. LKK, got 2nd! :D but until now I still remember when i asked some of my friends to come, they refuse, because they wanted to go to pensi of other school, I won't forget it ;) hihihi.. but still, I enjoyed my days with chinglen :D hahahahha, and I still did my best without 'them' anyway. hahahaha.. 

Helen sweet 17, cimory. Who knows that a photo can change everything? 

- February : I had the best Valentine days ever! Got rose! just having the best valentine :D:D I don't know that something happen in this month, huh.. yeah, They cheated, they used my weakness, they did something behind me, destroy my truth! And fanny sweet 17, Who knows that everything were a lie?

- March : My month! A lot of happiness happen! at least I still have my best month that had a very sweet story, even something still happen behind my back. Well, I had the best 16! I felt loved! Also Wendy 17! My 16 and Ivan 17 :D Who knows that people is not that kind?

- April : Turning point! :p Everything change. I'm not single anymore, and I knew the truth. Kp, andre bday! Who knows that the person I trusted is a backstabber?

- May : Mom bday! :D we had a surprise! Ivan and ching helped! Still healing? yeah. haryadi bday, andre-kp-haryadi bday celebration! Who knows that forgive someone that never say sorry is impossible?

- June : a lot of things happened.. still healing.. Helen bday :D Who know that healing could take this very long time?

- July : Anne bday! hahahah.. Rere, Icha, Valen sweet 17! class 12! :D Still like that.. hahahaha.. Who knows that I'm not that kind?

- August : Bali ♥ hihihi ;) having a great holiday! :D Who knows that there's still people love me?

- September : Caca & didi Sweet 17 :) hahahaha.. my baby bear isn't single anymore! :D hahahaha.. Who know my feeling? 

- October : Ching len sharleen la sweet 17! :D hahahaha.. wowowowow.. still a lot of people talk sh*t ;) made their own stories! Who knows that they are just a little? 

- November :  Dad 3 years :) lately still, they act bad, something like good outside and bad inside? huh.. they always do it.. Who knows that they are not as good as it seen?

- December : Christmas, wrapping some gift :D It always  fun to make a gift :):) holiday! :D I got some books for holiday :3 XD hahahahaa..

2012 almost past, hope 2013 will be much better! Hope the best for everyone! :D

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! :D

Superman

SUPERMAN 

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Im just out to find
The better part of me

Im more than a bird...Im more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
Its not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home Ill never see

It may sound absurd...but dont be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Its not easy to be me

Up up and away...away from me
Its all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
Im not crazy...or anything...

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Men werent meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

Im only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah inside me
Inside of me

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
Im only a man
Looking for a dream

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
And its not easy hmmm hmmm hmmm...

Its not easy to be me 

Long Time

Setelah sekian lama ga post.. 

Hari ini beres UAS dong :D

hahahaha

UASnya susah :(:(

pengen guling" nabrakin orang"....

besok remed", lusa tes musik nari  -_- 

masih banyak tugas :(:(:(

eugh

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Bentar lagi tukeran kado :D terus natalnya :D terus taun baru :D

ih ga kerasa ya 2012 udah mau abis -_- kayanya baru aja nulis ttg 2011, skg 2012 udh mau abis -_-

lagi semanget bikin sesuatu :D:D:D

kado nataaaall ;););)

haishh

tangan pegel sebelah -_-

hugh

lagi nyari kertas doveeee

heeeee 

susah -_-

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Galau pengurus c2k yg baru..

galau banget

heuh..

kodar sm kodav dulu galau gini ga wkt mw ganti jabatan???

haduh -_-

saya galau tingkat tinggi nih -_-

yakin ga yakin...

_____________________

Libur harus cari kosan/ rumah/ tempat tinggal buat kuliah nanti --"

ih udah mau kuliahhhh :(:(

ngerasa siap ga siap

mau ga mau

penasaran ga penasaran

takut ga takut

yah pokoknya seperti itulah...

Holiday I'm Coming !! :D:D

Baby, please don't go  

If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here? 

I don't know if you feel the way I do 

If you leave, I'm gonna find you

Baby, please don't go, go, go, go  

Baby, please don't, baby, please don't
Baby, please don't run away 

From my bed and start another day  

Stay instead

- Please don't go -

As usual, can't sleep

Belakang ini ngerasa males
hahahaha
tau kan orang" suka seenak jidat ngejudge orang
tau kan mulut orang tuh kaya chef
suka nambah"in bumbu, ditambahin cabe, ditambahin garem, dan lain lain
belom kalo orangnya rada ngaco
ngomong seenaknya
ngarang cerita, mentang" pihak laen diem aja terus bisa seenak dia?
hahaha
belom orang laen yang ga kalah bodo yang maen percaya aja
susah sih ya kalo ada bakat jadi sales marketing mah
ngomongnya manis, bikin orang percaya
harus apa segala sesuatunya di gembargemborin ke semua orang?
penting banget, udah kaya artis aja
haduh haduh
engga aja x ke orang yang ga kenal juga diomongin
hahaha
gila

Cloudy

I love the weather today :D

Cloudy

When I woke up, I saw the window and the wind blew softly

Soothing my mind

It remind me something, something good, peaceful

The sun doesn't shinning, there's no rain, no fog 

There's neither hot nor cold 

It's just cloudy

Gloomy, but peaceful

I don't know how to describe my feeling

But I love it, It was like de javu, but I know It just similar not de javu

But it feels like something awake from myself

It feels like my father was there

One of my cloudy memories

I just love the situation.. 

Baru ngeh..
ga ada hubungan an art sama isi blog ._.
hmmm..
mau gantii...
belakangan mood lagi berantakan..
emm, ga mood sih..
eueueueueueueueue

The scariest thing about distance is that you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you.

can't sleep...

♥

Yesterday I just came home!

Bali (15 aug - 24 aug 2012)

keliling bali :D hahahaha

seruuuu, ke pantai pantai pantai

maen di laut. perih matanya -_- sama yg ada luka perih -_-

tapi seru :D maen ombak itu seru!

ga bisa maen body board -_- malah kelelep..

pasir itu enak, ga kasar, enaaaaakkkk..

pasir warna warni(abu dan putih) dan teksturnya bermacam"

awalnya ga ngerti, tp ivan tau banyak kl ttg pantai ;)

hahahaha

maen waterboom, ga naek semua :< 

sakit.. perosotannya terlalu kencang..

cenat cenut rasanya..... 

kmaren kmn aja sih? lupa ._.

yg pasti makan macem", ke macem" pantai..

ke kuta, tuban, jimbaran, dreamland, sanur, benoa, seminyak, nusa dua, uluwatu, bedugul, dan lupa kemana lagi...

ambil pasir di dreamland, pasirnya putih :D

ambil kerang di kuta(dikit), jimbaran(dikit), dan seminyak (banyak)

hahahaha

seruuuuuuu, asiiiiik :D

dan senang pastinya :))))

lalalalalalalala 

............................

baru baca blog ching

gamau pisah juga :( mau kaya sekolah aja terus

bareng" terus

ketemu terus

heugh

ga mau dilupain..

:(

dilupain itu ga enak

dr dulu emg bukan tipe orang yang diinget, bisa dibilang orang yang tidak diingat dan terlupakan

kalo diinget juga blakangan (sampe skg jg gt sh, tp mendinganlah skg mah)

tp ttp aja

ga enak 

kalo udah ketemu sama orang yang inget kita, takut bgt kalo dilupain

ga mau bgt

'I don't want to be famous, because someday I'd be forgotten by many people'

"I don't ask much from you, I only ask one thing; please remember me, even just my name."

Art-

harus sabar

tapi tetep aja

suka kesel sendiri

hmmm

gimana dong ya?

masih suka ga rela

ga suka

hmm

knp ga .... ?

knp harus ... ?

pengen tau

tapi kadang kalo udah tau suka jadi kesel sendiri

sebenernya kalo ga ada acara ketemu makhluk" kaya gt sih harusnya ga kaya gini

haisshhh

kenapa? gimana? 

.........

(ran)dom

Egoisegoisegoisegoisegoisegoisegoisegoisegoisegoisegoisegoisegois

kenapa jadi egois beginiiiii

gabolehhhhhh

tolooonggg

aaaaaaaa

jadi sensitif dan egois 

gabolehgabolehgabolehgaboleh

gimanadonginiseseorangtolongakuuuuu

akubutuhdoraemoonataupapundehterserah

dungdungdungdungdungdungdungdung

howhowhowhowhowhowhow

thisthisthisthisthisthisthis

lagi latian ngetik 10 jari nih ceritanya

susah ya

ketukertuker

gimanadongjadinyainiteh?????

jadi giniiiii

ga boleh :((((

tapi ........

ihhhhh

heeeeuuuuh

intermezzo

pelantikan!

harus kerja keras

bwt c2k kedepannya

harus kerja keras, sekolah, kuliah, dan lain lain

eh kuliah gimana dong inii teehh???

saya minder

hahahaha

saya tak ada tujuan

saya buta arah

sayasayasaya

huahahahahahahahahaha

tiba" anne ngmng sendiri

"ihhh, guru komp teh aneeeh, tiba", 'saya masih single' *kaya orang pidato*"

anne juga aneh ah

hahahahaha

giman jadinya nih?

banyak (banget) yang harus dipikirkan

dan semuanya penting

jadi gimana?

dungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdung

rasanya tuh kaya lari" dikejar" gedung" dan tulisan raksasa, jatuh kena polisi tidur, ditolong sama malaikat (semoga)(amin)

hahahahaha

udah ah, bikin laporan kimia dulu..

New

lagi suka ngomong dung dung dung

dungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdungdung!!!

oke cukup

hahaha

aduh sakit perut

hahaha

lagi nyoba

buat lebih kuat

lebih jujur 

yah lagi mencoba sesuatu yang beda

bosen gitu" terus..

wishmeluck!

dung dung dung

Just had a nightmare last night

I thought it just a dream

And I got that lil part of my dream today

See?

What happen sweetie?

Why do u look so different? 

I mean, Why do they look so different?

What's wrong?

hahaha

Please, be mature sweetie

It'll make everything easier

................................................

Dung dung dung

Bentar lagi sekolaaaaa

aaaaaaaa

3 minggu itu......... ga kerasa yaa......

Baru beli truth or dare :D akhirnyaaaaa

hahahaha

Kelas 12...

Banyak (banget) yang harus dipikirin, dikerjain, dilakuin..

hmhmhmm

.............................................

Anne's b'day :D 

Ga kerasa, seharian ga kerasa

hahaha

Yah, anne suka kok kadonya

Dan seperti biasa, berhasil ngeboongin anne dulu ;;;)

kan anne wkt 1 hari sebelom ultah

'ci, cici belom beli kado bwt aku?'

'belom'

'iih, cici mah..'

'abis km d tanya mau apa ga jawab, ya belom aku beliin'

'iih, jadi besok cc belom ngasih kado?'

'belom'

'cici kemaren sama ci caca ga beli kado bwt aku?'

'engga'

pokoknya anne ngerajuk minta surprise

wkwkwk

ke mami juga

'anne mau kado apa?'

'apa aja ah, mami yg milihin' *senyumsenyum*

mami nanya 'ci, kado apa ya?'

'ih mami mah, jgn ngmng depan aku atuh, aku jadi tau nanti kadonya apa!'

hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaha

terus..

'hahahaha, taun dpn SMA loh ne'

'oh tidaaak, aku ga mau jadi tante-tante!'

'hahaha.. tau depan loh ne'

'ga mau jadi tante-tanteeee'

'cie yang tau depan jadi tante-tante'

'ga mau jadi tante-tanteeee'

yah, begitulah dia..

tp dy cengar cengir aja waktu ulang taun..

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- Condition -

[Moody]

1. Faith : agony

2. Heart : moody, sometimes good, sometimes bad. but quite good (1)

3. Mind : quite clear, sometimes bad (1)

4. Soul : better than before, sometimes still bad

5. Body : good, a lil bit flu

There are four questions of value in life..

What is sacred? 

Of what is the spirit made?

What is worth dying for?

The answer to each is the same.. 

'Only love'

-Johnny Depp-

'Cause it's you and me, and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me, and all the other people
And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

-You and Me-

-Undefinition-

 Hi July! Hope this month will be a great month! :) 

Anne's b'day next week! :3

....................

Just knew a lot of truth

It made me realize how stupid I was

I never know anything

I just, believe them

I learned to believe, once more, I wanted to believe people who I thought I could believe

But what did happen? 

they really made me realize how stupid I was

My bad habits, it comes out again, my old traumatic?

Yeah, just say that

I know, I don't want to trust

Let me heal my feeling first, then I'll try again

Hurt

Dissapointed

But at least, I still have a few people that love me, I still trust them

I can stand it myself

I hope I can...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ok, I had fun lately :D

hahahaha

Once again, at least I know there's a few people that love me

Holiday?

Quite fun, but seldom met a lot of people, I spent my time at house, reading, watching, playing..

hmhmmm

GWS ching's dad ({}) 

hope the best for ching and ching's dad

God Bless ({}) 

I'm here for you ching ({}) 

oh, Caca come back safely! :D ({})

I haven't met caca since holiday :<

.....................

- Condition -

[In healing mode]

1. Faith : agony

2. Heart : moody, sometimes good, sometimes bad. Lately, a lil bit hurt (1)

3. Mind : quite clear, sometimes bad (1)

4. Soul : undefinition 

5. Body : shore throat 

That sad moment when u see old photos and realize everything has changed.
Everything end for a reason, but memories stick with you forever..

sad, not mad

It's sad, not mad

I just wanna said that

hmm

Sedang dalam kondisi yang kurang baik

mental jasmani butuh istirahat total

tapi ga mungkin juga sih

hahaha

gimana dooonggg

"Trouble is a friend"

baik masalah dengan diri sendiri, hmm, 

when ur heart, ur mind and the condition don't go together

they walk on their own path

and it's killing me slowly

Lagi sering bengong, hahaha

orang d rumah, caca, dan beberapa orang lainnya tiba" ngomong 

"tik? jangan bengong! mikirin apa?"

iya sih, ga tau tiba" sering gitu

hahaha

lagi gloomy" sih

hmm, tapi..

harus kuat!

kan waktu ultah di kasih bunga krisan sama ching, kata ching bunga krisan itu bahasa bunganya bunga yang kuat, bisa tahan 1 minggu lebih, sama kaya tika yang kuat (apa harus kuat ya? lupa :p maap ya ching ._.v) *hug ching*

yaahh

hope the best!

oh iya, jgn suka bikin orang yang bae, ga suka marah dan sering banget senyum, marah

serem kalo udah marah teh

gahar pisan

takut, hiii

biasanya senyum, bae, ngmng ngejaga perasaan orang, kalo udah marah jadi serem, tega ngmngnya, dan yah get ready for everything (R: every bad things) that going to happen to u, bichy! ;)

hahaha

pasti kalo ga biasa kagetnya setengah mati

yg udah biasa aja masih takut

bisa langsung jadi raja tega

hahaha

sabar ya my beloved ({})

Haunt

My old traumatic, phobias or whatever it's said.
I still have it
I still feel it
I still afraid of that feeling
And It comes again, again and again
And it makes me scared, it haunts me
I'm scared, I'm afraid..
if the same thing happened again
with the same person?
Or maybe with the same and the other one?
I hate it
I wanna be free
I don't want it haunt me like this
but heard that story
believe me, it made me moodless
I don't know what to do
Why it should happen again??
You know, I'm not ready for this
I don't know what to do
I hate this

When you say nothing at all

 Welcome June! :D

"When You Say Nothing At All"

Ronan Keating

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

 

Suka sama lagu ini, udah lamaaaa..

dan masih suka sampe sekarang..

hahahaha

enak siiihh

Senin mulai UKK T.T

Hari ini terakhir duduk sama caca :(( , terakhir sekelas sama XI IPA 2

Pasti kangen, udah enak sih kelasnya (yah, udah biasa lebih tepatnya, udah tau adat masing")

Males kalo sekelas sama yang terlalu annoying, yah sejenis itu

Kangen sama bu ratih jugaa,, bu ratih baik, sosok 'mama'nya dapet banget

Semoga naek kelas dengan nilai yang memuaskan, semoga kelas 12 lancar

semoga masuk jurusan yang tepat, berguna.. 

makin kesini makin labil jurusan -o-

hahahaha

Semoga ukk bagus! mau cepet libuuurr!!!

Maen, baca, nonton, santai..

Caca sama ching  lagi di prom, tadinya mau bantuin tapi ga dapet ijinnya 

Padahal biasanya mami ngijinin, ngindep juga biasa ngijinin..

Aaahhh... yah, sudahlah, mau gimana lagi

tapi pengen liat yang OVJ, pengen liat overall, mau bareng caca ching :( 

hueeeeee

yah ga boleh gitu ah, udah gede (kt mami gitu)

Pengen baca Seandainya - Windhy Puspitadewi sama Truth or Dare - Winna Efendi & Yoana Dianika :(

Abis ukk harus beli! hahahaha

Bentar lagi bulan"nya pada sweet 17an! udah pada ngomongin sweet 17nya mau gimana, temanya, tempat, undangannya, tamunya, dresscodenya, dan lain lain.. aaaa! Seru! XD

c u later! :D

17?

A lot of thing happened lately!

Especially 17! :p

hahahaha!

yeah, emm..

Just say that 'Artika Tirta is not single anymore' 

yeah, but a lot of things also happened! 

I'm a little bit sad and disappointed , honestly..

I think about a lot of thing, and It's driving me crazy!

I hate it.

Yeah, but also there's always happiness beside the sadness!

A lot of trouble and some peoples just can't understand.

Ok, I'm egoist, I know. 

But don't u think u also the same? Try to understand, is it that hard?

Just feel it, if the same thing happen to you, what will you do??

I understand it, that's hurt feeling. that disappointed feeling. 

I felt it. And that's the thing that made me.

I'm afraid to trust, I'm afraid to believe, I'm afraid to hurt for the same reason, I'm afraid to have the same thing, I'm afraid to lost the same thing. Something, someone that's important for me.

And that's nauseated, hurt, disappointed, anger, fed up feeling, it's really bad.

Maybe you never feel it, or you know but you don't care, you just act egoist and think and you are the only victim! HAHA

hmm.. 

ok..

*take a deeeeeep breath* 

I'm not in a good mood now. 

Hope I'll be better, everything will be better. 

Hope I could be more calm.

Hope the best for EVERYONE!

Loved ♥

Had the best 16!

[27.03.12]

It was amazing, wonderful, great, awesome, sweet, the best day ever!
Got a lot of surprises! Cried! Smile! Laugh!

"I may not be liked, but I know I'm loved." :') ♥

My mom said : "mami seneng sekarang banyak yang sayang sama cici" 

Yes, I also feel the same. however, it's been a long time I hadn't felt this feeling. 

Thanks for loving me for who I am

Thanks for make me smile, laugh, and cry also!

Thanks for return my self confident 

Thanks for make me happy

Thanks for make my mom happy, My mom happy if she sees me happy, and otherwise. :)

Thanks for being my friends 

Thanks for everything

Thanks for make me believe and feel loved again ♥♥ 

Thursday night, I dreamed about my father.

Aaaaaaaa...

He is health and looks so handsome! 

He sat in front of me, we talked, we had dinner together with my mom also. 

It had been 2 years I didn't dreamed about him..

Always missing him so badly

Always love him ♥♥♥

16 days to 16

16 days to my 16 birthday! :D

I'm getting older..

But now I'm still 15 anyway :p 

Inspired by the film I watched lately, 16 wishes, I think to make 16 wishes from today to 16 days ahead :)

1 week ahead I'll have holidays! 

But I still have a lot of homeworks to do -_-

Try to be more honest to myself and be myself.. 

Try to be more mature and manage my feeling..

"Never give up on something you really want. It's difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret" 

-Tiffany William- 

Fallin' For You

Fallin' for you 

Colbie Calliat 

I don’t know but, I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should, Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I , Know you better
I am trying, Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of , Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time , Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life, And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here , And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you, And we start to dance
All around us, I see nobody
Here in silence, It’s just you and me
I’m trying, Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of, Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Love this song lately :)

and It's also represent my feeling :$ 
March!! My month! :p 
Hope will be a great month,It has begun with happiness already! :)

Lately I felt happy, so happy, very happy, and yeah Happy! :D

But now I don't feel ok at all

Ehm, yeah, I'm afraid he thought that I just disturb him

But I hope he's more kind than I thought..

But I'm thankful for everything that happened

That's all more than I expected :))

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Best Valentine's day ever! ♥

Val's day this year is the best!
Got a lot of surprise, a lot of happines, a lot of love! ♥
Got a lot of choco also, and I don't know how to eat all the choco until it runs out..
A lot of happy moment most of the day! ♥ 
I got rose for the first time! hahahahaha.. 
Big big thanks! 
Got Balon from ching! ♥
Ching, u r so sweet! Love u! :*
I also love yesterday! ♥
hahahahaha!! 
A lot of fun and happy moment!
And I'm still smiling like a fool now..
I was very hyperactive..
Big thanks for everyone that made my days so much fun and joy! 
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

It's ok I don't have all your heart, as long as there's a little place for me, it's enough. 

Need Inspiration..
bingung banget..
Aih.. 
Lately!
A lot of test! A lot of assignment! 
I love rain <3
I felt bad, shore throat, flu.  
Stuck.
Tired.

Today

I just love today..
I did my best
I satisfied with the result
I enjoyed today, playing, joking around with ching len
But I didn't watched liong, argh, I wanna see it direct
I'm thinking about this kind of thing, I wanna try..
pengen coba pake poni.
But, later..
I just cut my hair,  it still short..
a little bit felt random feeling..
I was hoping for your presence, but u didn't there
I'm afraid, also scared
I just didn't feel ok
I wanna let u go
because I know, now or later I have to do it, letting go.
but I still care
I wanna just let it flow
but I know, It doesn't work
I just don't know..
my true feeling
Am I really want you?
Am I enough?
I don't know
I don't feel ok....