A lot of thing happened lately!
Especially 17! :p
hahahaha!
yeah, emm..
Just say that 'Artika Tirta is not single anymore'
yeah, but a lot of things also happened!
I'm a little bit sad and disappointed , honestly..
I think about a lot of thing, and It's driving me crazy!
I hate it.
Yeah, but also there's always happiness beside the sadness!
A lot of trouble and some peoples just can't understand.
Ok, I'm egoist, I know.
But don't u think u also the same? Try to understand, is it that hard?
Just feel it, if the same thing happen to you, what will you do??
I understand it, that's hurt feeling. that disappointed feeling.
I felt it. And that's the thing that made me.
I'm afraid to trust, I'm afraid to believe, I'm afraid to hurt for the same reason, I'm afraid to have the same thing, I'm afraid to lost the same thing. Something, someone that's important for me.
And that's nauseated, hurt, disappointed, anger, fed up feeling, it's really bad.
Maybe you never feel it, or you know but you don't care, you just act egoist and think and you are the only victim! HAHA
hmm..
ok..
*take a deeeeeep breath*
I'm not in a good mood now.
Hope I'll be better, everything will be better.
Hope I could be more calm.
Hope the best for EVERYONE!
