sad, not mad

It's sad, not mad

I just wanna said that

hmm

Sedang dalam kondisi yang kurang baik

mental jasmani butuh istirahat total

tapi ga mungkin juga sih

hahaha

gimana dooonggg

"Trouble is a friend"

baik masalah dengan diri sendiri, hmm, 

when ur heart, ur mind and the condition don't go together

they walk on their own path

and it's killing me slowly

Lagi sering bengong, hahaha

orang d rumah, caca, dan beberapa orang lainnya tiba" ngomong 

"tik? jangan bengong! mikirin apa?"

iya sih, ga tau tiba" sering gitu

hahaha

lagi gloomy" sih

hmm, tapi..

harus kuat!

kan waktu ultah di kasih bunga krisan sama ching, kata ching bunga krisan itu bahasa bunganya bunga yang kuat, bisa tahan 1 minggu lebih, sama kaya tika yang kuat (apa harus kuat ya? lupa :p maap ya ching ._.v) *hug ching*

yaahh

hope the best!

oh iya, jgn suka bikin orang yang bae, ga suka marah dan sering banget senyum, marah

serem kalo udah marah teh

gahar pisan

takut, hiii

biasanya senyum, bae, ngmng ngejaga perasaan orang, kalo udah marah jadi serem, tega ngmngnya, dan yah get ready for everything (R: every bad things) that going to happen to u, bichy! ;)

hahaha

pasti kalo ga biasa kagetnya setengah mati

yg udah biasa aja masih takut

bisa langsung jadi raja tega

hahaha

sabar ya my beloved ({})

Haunt

My old traumatic, phobias or whatever it's said.
I still have it
I still feel it
I still afraid of that feeling
And It comes again, again and again
And it makes me scared, it haunts me
I'm scared, I'm afraid..
if the same thing happened again
with the same person?
Or maybe with the same and the other one?
I hate it
I wanna be free
I don't want it haunt me like this
but heard that story
believe me, it made me moodless
I don't know what to do
Why it should happen again??
You know, I'm not ready for this
I don't know what to do
I hate this

When you say nothing at all

 Welcome June! :D

"When You Say Nothing At All"

Ronan Keating

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

 

Suka sama lagu ini, udah lamaaaa..

dan masih suka sampe sekarang..

hahahaha

enak siiihh

Senin mulai UKK T.T

Hari ini terakhir duduk sama caca :(( , terakhir sekelas sama XI IPA 2

Pasti kangen, udah enak sih kelasnya (yah, udah biasa lebih tepatnya, udah tau adat masing")

Males kalo sekelas sama yang terlalu annoying, yah sejenis itu

Kangen sama bu ratih jugaa,, bu ratih baik, sosok 'mama'nya dapet banget

Semoga naek kelas dengan nilai yang memuaskan, semoga kelas 12 lancar

semoga masuk jurusan yang tepat, berguna.. 

makin kesini makin labil jurusan -o-

hahahaha

Semoga ukk bagus! mau cepet libuuurr!!!

Maen, baca, nonton, santai..

Caca sama ching  lagi di prom, tadinya mau bantuin tapi ga dapet ijinnya 

Padahal biasanya mami ngijinin, ngindep juga biasa ngijinin..

Aaahhh... yah, sudahlah, mau gimana lagi

tapi pengen liat yang OVJ, pengen liat overall, mau bareng caca ching :( 

hueeeeee

yah ga boleh gitu ah, udah gede (kt mami gitu)

Pengen baca Seandainya - Windhy Puspitadewi sama Truth or Dare - Winna Efendi & Yoana Dianika :(

Abis ukk harus beli! hahahaha

Bentar lagi bulan"nya pada sweet 17an! udah pada ngomongin sweet 17nya mau gimana, temanya, tempat, undangannya, tamunya, dresscodenya, dan lain lain.. aaaa! Seru! XD

c u later! :D

17?

A lot of thing happened lately!

Especially 17! :p

hahahaha!

yeah, emm..

Just say that 'Artika Tirta is not single anymore' 

yeah, but a lot of things also happened! 

I'm a little bit sad and disappointed , honestly..

I think about a lot of thing, and It's driving me crazy!

I hate it.

Yeah, but also there's always happiness beside the sadness!

A lot of trouble and some peoples just can't understand.

Ok, I'm egoist, I know. 

But don't u think u also the same? Try to understand, is it that hard?

Just feel it, if the same thing happen to you, what will you do??

I understand it, that's hurt feeling. that disappointed feeling. 

I felt it. And that's the thing that made me.

I'm afraid to trust, I'm afraid to believe, I'm afraid to hurt for the same reason, I'm afraid to have the same thing, I'm afraid to lost the same thing. Something, someone that's important for me.

And that's nauseated, hurt, disappointed, anger, fed up feeling, it's really bad.

Maybe you never feel it, or you know but you don't care, you just act egoist and think and you are the only victim! HAHA

hmm.. 

ok..

*take a deeeeeep breath* 

I'm not in a good mood now. 

Hope I'll be better, everything will be better. 

Hope I could be more calm.

Hope the best for EVERYONE!

Loved ♥

Had the best 16!

[27.03.12]

It was amazing, wonderful, great, awesome, sweet, the best day ever!
Got a lot of surprises! Cried! Smile! Laugh!

"I may not be liked, but I know I'm loved." :') ♥

My mom said : "mami seneng sekarang banyak yang sayang sama cici" 

Yes, I also feel the same. however, it's been a long time I hadn't felt this feeling. 

Thanks for loving me for who I am

Thanks for make me smile, laugh, and cry also!

Thanks for return my self confident 

Thanks for make me happy

Thanks for make my mom happy, My mom happy if she sees me happy, and otherwise. :)

Thanks for being my friends 

Thanks for everything

Thanks for make me believe and feel loved again ♥♥ 

Thursday night, I dreamed about my father.

Aaaaaaaa...

He is health and looks so handsome! 

He sat in front of me, we talked, we had dinner together with my mom also. 

It had been 2 years I didn't dreamed about him..

Always missing him so badly

Always love him ♥♥♥

16 days to 16

16 days to my 16 birthday! :D

I'm getting older..

But now I'm still 15 anyway :p 

Inspired by the film I watched lately, 16 wishes, I think to make 16 wishes from today to 16 days ahead :)

1 week ahead I'll have holidays! 

But I still have a lot of homeworks to do -_-

Try to be more honest to myself and be myself.. 

Try to be more mature and manage my feeling..

"Never give up on something you really want. It's difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret" 

-Tiffany William- 

Fallin' For You

Fallin' for you 

Colbie Calliat 

I don’t know but, I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should, Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I , Know you better
I am trying, Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of , Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time , Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life, And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here , And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you, And we start to dance
All around us, I see nobody
Here in silence, It’s just you and me
I’m trying, Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of, Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Love this song lately :)

and It's also represent my feeling :$ 
March!! My month! :p 
Hope will be a great month,It has begun with happiness already! :)

Lately I felt happy, so happy, very happy, and yeah Happy! :D

But now I don't feel ok at all

Ehm, yeah, I'm afraid he thought that I just disturb him

But I hope he's more kind than I thought..

But I'm thankful for everything that happened

That's all more than I expected :))

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