17?

A lot of thing happened lately!

Especially 17! :p

hahahaha!

yeah, emm..

Just say that 'Artika Tirta is not single anymore' 

yeah, but a lot of things also happened! 

I'm a little bit sad and disappointed , honestly..

I think about a lot of thing, and It's driving me crazy!

I hate it.

Yeah, but also there's always happiness beside the sadness!

A lot of trouble and some peoples just can't understand.

Ok, I'm egoist, I know. 

But don't u think u also the same? Try to understand, is it that hard?

Just feel it, if the same thing happen to you, what will you do??

I understand it, that's hurt feeling. that disappointed feeling. 

I felt it. And that's the thing that made me.

I'm afraid to trust, I'm afraid to believe, I'm afraid to hurt for the same reason, I'm afraid to have the same thing, I'm afraid to lost the same thing. Something, someone that's important for me.

And that's nauseated, hurt, disappointed, anger, fed up feeling, it's really bad.

Maybe you never feel it, or you know but you don't care, you just act egoist and think and you are the only victim! HAHA

hmm.. 

ok..

*take a deeeeeep breath* 

I'm not in a good mood now. 

Hope I'll be better, everything will be better. 

Hope I could be more calm.

Hope the best for EVERYONE!

Loved ♥

Had the best 16!

[27.03.12]

It was amazing, wonderful, great, awesome, sweet, the best day ever!
Got a lot of surprises! Cried! Smile! Laugh!

"I may not be liked, but I know I'm loved." :') ♥

My mom said : "mami seneng sekarang banyak yang sayang sama cici" 

Yes, I also feel the same. however, it's been a long time I hadn't felt this feeling. 

Thanks for loving me for who I am

Thanks for make me smile, laugh, and cry also!

Thanks for return my self confident 

Thanks for make me happy

Thanks for make my mom happy, My mom happy if she sees me happy, and otherwise. :)

Thanks for being my friends 

Thanks for everything

Thanks for make me believe and feel loved again ♥♥ 

Thursday night, I dreamed about my father.

Aaaaaaaa...

He is health and looks so handsome! 

He sat in front of me, we talked, we had dinner together with my mom also. 

It had been 2 years I didn't dreamed about him..

Always missing him so badly

Always love him ♥♥♥

16 days to 16

16 days to my 16 birthday! :D

I'm getting older..

But now I'm still 15 anyway :p 

Inspired by the film I watched lately, 16 wishes, I think to make 16 wishes from today to 16 days ahead :)

1 week ahead I'll have holidays! 

But I still have a lot of homeworks to do -_-

Try to be more honest to myself and be myself.. 

Try to be more mature and manage my feeling..

"Never give up on something you really want. It's difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret" 

-Tiffany William- 

Fallin' For You

Fallin' for you 

Colbie Calliat 

I don’t know but, I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should, Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I , Know you better
I am trying, Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of , Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time , Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life, And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here , And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you, And we start to dance
All around us, I see nobody
Here in silence, It’s just you and me
I’m trying, Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of, Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Love this song lately :)

and It's also represent my feeling :$ 
March!! My month! :p 
Hope will be a great month,It has begun with happiness already! :)

Lately I felt happy, so happy, very happy, and yeah Happy! :D

But now I don't feel ok at all

Ehm, yeah, I'm afraid he thought that I just disturb him

But I hope he's more kind than I thought..

But I'm thankful for everything that happened

That's all more than I expected :))

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Best Valentine's day ever! ♥

Val's day this year is the best!
Got a lot of surprise, a lot of happines, a lot of love! ♥
Got a lot of choco also, and I don't know how to eat all the choco until it runs out..
A lot of happy moment most of the day! ♥ 
I got rose for the first time! hahahahaha.. 
Big big thanks! 
Got Balon from ching! ♥
Ching, u r so sweet! Love u! :*
I also love yesterday! ♥
hahahahaha!! 
A lot of fun and happy moment!
And I'm still smiling like a fool now..
I was very hyperactive..
Big thanks for everyone that made my days so much fun and joy! 
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

It's ok I don't have all your heart, as long as there's a little place for me, it's enough. 

Need Inspiration..
bingung banget..
Aih.. 
Lately!
A lot of test! A lot of assignment! 
I love rain <3
I felt bad, shore throat, flu.  
Stuck.
Tired.