-Undefinition-

 Hi July! Hope this month will be a great month! :) 

Anne's b'day next week! :3

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Just knew a lot of truth

It made me realize how stupid I was

I never know anything

I just, believe them

I learned to believe, once more, I wanted to believe people who I thought I could believe

But what did happen? 

they really made me realize how stupid I was

My bad habits, it comes out again, my old traumatic?

Yeah, just say that

I know, I don't want to trust

Let me heal my feeling first, then I'll try again

Hurt

Dissapointed

But at least, I still have a few people that love me, I still trust them

I can stand it myself

I hope I can...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ok, I had fun lately :D

hahahaha

Once again, at least I know there's a few people that love me

Holiday?

Quite fun, but seldom met a lot of people, I spent my time at house, reading, watching, playing..

hmhmmm

GWS ching's dad ({}) 

hope the best for ching and ching's dad

God Bless ({}) 

I'm here for you ching ({}) 

oh, Caca come back safely! :D ({})

I haven't met caca since holiday :<

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- Condition -

[In healing mode]

1. Faith : agony

2. Heart : moody, sometimes good, sometimes bad. Lately, a lil bit hurt (1)

3. Mind : quite clear, sometimes bad (1)

4. Soul : undefinition 

5. Body : shore throat 

That sad moment when u see old photos and realize everything has changed.
Everything end for a reason, but memories stick with you forever..

sad, not mad

It's sad, not mad

I just wanna said that

hmm

Sedang dalam kondisi yang kurang baik

mental jasmani butuh istirahat total

tapi ga mungkin juga sih

hahaha

gimana dooonggg

"Trouble is a friend"

baik masalah dengan diri sendiri, hmm, 

when ur heart, ur mind and the condition don't go together

they walk on their own path

and it's killing me slowly

Lagi sering bengong, hahaha

orang d rumah, caca, dan beberapa orang lainnya tiba" ngomong 

"tik? jangan bengong! mikirin apa?"

iya sih, ga tau tiba" sering gitu

hahaha

lagi gloomy" sih

hmm, tapi..

harus kuat!

kan waktu ultah di kasih bunga krisan sama ching, kata ching bunga krisan itu bahasa bunganya bunga yang kuat, bisa tahan 1 minggu lebih, sama kaya tika yang kuat (apa harus kuat ya? lupa :p maap ya ching ._.v) *hug ching*

yaahh

hope the best!

oh iya, jgn suka bikin orang yang bae, ga suka marah dan sering banget senyum, marah

serem kalo udah marah teh

gahar pisan

takut, hiii

biasanya senyum, bae, ngmng ngejaga perasaan orang, kalo udah marah jadi serem, tega ngmngnya, dan yah get ready for everything (R: every bad things) that going to happen to u, bichy! ;)

hahaha

pasti kalo ga biasa kagetnya setengah mati

yg udah biasa aja masih takut

bisa langsung jadi raja tega

hahaha

sabar ya my beloved ({})

Haunt

My old traumatic, phobias or whatever it's said.
I still have it
I still feel it
I still afraid of that feeling
And It comes again, again and again
And it makes me scared, it haunts me
I'm scared, I'm afraid..
if the same thing happened again
with the same person?
Or maybe with the same and the other one?
I hate it
I wanna be free
I don't want it haunt me like this
but heard that story
believe me, it made me moodless
I don't know what to do
Why it should happen again??
You know, I'm not ready for this
I don't know what to do
I hate this

When you say nothing at all

 Welcome June! :D

"When You Say Nothing At All"

Ronan Keating

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all)

 

Suka sama lagu ini, udah lamaaaa..

dan masih suka sampe sekarang..

hahahaha

enak siiihh

Senin mulai UKK T.T

Hari ini terakhir duduk sama caca :(( , terakhir sekelas sama XI IPA 2

Pasti kangen, udah enak sih kelasnya (yah, udah biasa lebih tepatnya, udah tau adat masing")

Males kalo sekelas sama yang terlalu annoying, yah sejenis itu

Kangen sama bu ratih jugaa,, bu ratih baik, sosok 'mama'nya dapet banget

Semoga naek kelas dengan nilai yang memuaskan, semoga kelas 12 lancar

semoga masuk jurusan yang tepat, berguna.. 

makin kesini makin labil jurusan -o-

hahahaha

Semoga ukk bagus! mau cepet libuuurr!!!

Maen, baca, nonton, santai..

Caca sama ching  lagi di prom, tadinya mau bantuin tapi ga dapet ijinnya 

Padahal biasanya mami ngijinin, ngindep juga biasa ngijinin..

Aaahhh... yah, sudahlah, mau gimana lagi

tapi pengen liat yang OVJ, pengen liat overall, mau bareng caca ching :( 

hueeeeee

yah ga boleh gitu ah, udah gede (kt mami gitu)

Pengen baca Seandainya - Windhy Puspitadewi sama Truth or Dare - Winna Efendi & Yoana Dianika :(

Abis ukk harus beli! hahahaha

Bentar lagi bulan"nya pada sweet 17an! udah pada ngomongin sweet 17nya mau gimana, temanya, tempat, undangannya, tamunya, dresscodenya, dan lain lain.. aaaa! Seru! XD

c u later! :D